"Living a love while refusing it is a very strange business."
"The person you think of when you stand in front of the ocean. That’s the person you’re in love with."
— I think of Frank Ocean…
"I feel bad for the love that I’ll have in the winter. I feel bad that they’ll have to feel the wrath of my ice cold hands"
— Raynauds Disease
I survived a giant owl flying full speed at my head.
Did I know this was what I volunteered for? No. Not at all.
Did I almost pass out? Prob.
“I need you to be very very brave”
*turns to audience*”Here’s our lovely volunteer and what is your name?”
“Round of applause for Jovi”
“ok guys and girls, Jovi is going to sit right here, then our bud the *giantass owl who’s name I forgot because I realized I had no idea what I had just volunteered for* is going to fly right above her and land right on this base above her head, *turns to look at me* so you can take a selfie with him.”
I closed my eyes said to myself, “don’t freak out, don’t freak out” then I saw the other zoo keeper up at the top of the hill pulling the owl out of the cage. (Giant owl)
Then I said to myself “ok ok ok this is where you die” then I focused on being really brave, pulled out my camera to take one last selfie before my death..
My family said I looked incredibly at ease down there but oh gosh I so wasn’t. That owl was huge, one of the largest of its species. It’s wing span was longer than mine.
I thought I volunteered to have a little parakeet land on my finger -_- and honestly I was even scared of that but I wanted to “conquer my fears” lol